My Simple Life

Unspeakable words

2011-04-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

To be fair to you & me, I think I still love you. The reason why I stayed here after so long, however I think our relation would be the best staying this way. I don't bear to lose you again and I don't have the courage to love you once more all over again. People always say if you do not wish to lose someone let them remain as your best friend else be prepared to lose them in your life. You are the one that I don't want to lose in my life.. For some reason I don't know why , seriously.. I should have given up long ago. But I simply can't , don't know the reason for me being so weak . Feeling helpless yet no one to refer to.. No one to talk to... arh RUBBISH FEELINGS...

My life

2011-03-05T15:21:00.003+08:00

I hate my life like seriously. Duno wad i can do anymore .. I dun like to use vulgar words when im typing anything anywhere , but now seriously i hate my fked up life.. I WANT MY LIFE BACK.. HAIS. FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

Life

2010-12-01T18:43:00.001+08:00

Life hasn't been a bed of roses for me. Tons of things happened and well i wish things can go back to how it was. Although it's impossible but well. Everyone deserves a chance to dream. I hope it's not too much for me to dream of my wonderful life.

Life without baby..

2010-10-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

People say a picture speaks a thousand words.. However this image that i show contain nth more than 14 words yet it speaks more than a thousand words.. This is a picture repost from my baby's blog on 3.3.10 08:25am.. This is how much i miss my baby..

老婆一周年快乐！

2010-09-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

亲爱的老婆，一年，十二个月，五十二个星期，三百六十五天，八千七百六十个小时，五十二万六百分钟，三千一百五十三万六千秒对你不停的爱戴以及思念。今天是我们在一起一周年庆。我想在这里在我的部落格上写一篇爱的宣言可是我的华语不是很好所以我就尽力而为。

老婆和你在一起时间过的特别的快，每当我们在一起时间就像是火箭般的速度飞驶而去。可是每当我和你在一起时我都感到特别幸福应为你占据了我阵颗心。老婆在这一年里我对你的爱越来越深，你对我非常非常重要。简直是必不可少，我的生命已经不能没有你了。未来的日子里我们两都会很忙，但是我队你的爱和思念不会减少反而会随着时间而越来越多。老婆我只想看到你美丽的微笑，你的微笑是那么的美那么的迷人。老婆我想对你说三个字，虽然平凡但是意义重大，

我爱你！

My Blog Looks Dead.....

2010-04-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Been Ages Since i last update my blog.
First and foremost i must apologize to baby coz i didnt update my blog as often,I never blog for a few months for our monthsary post and I neglected you due to my intensive driving lessons..
Secondly Sorry to those who read my blog as i left my blog here rotting.
Thirdly I thank god for all my wishes come true.

Now for the most important update of my Life :)

I'm here to announce that i have attained my driving licence.
This means that BABY!! I've all the world's time to accompany u le. :D

Since i have attained the major goal of my life now I must think of another goal for myself to work hard for..

Shall think over it first ... :P

Baby's Birthday

2009-12-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

Baby happy birthday, Stay pretty and sweet always my dearest. I LOVE U FOREVER. :)

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

On this Christmas eve i'm not feel very good.
My dear seems to be troubled by a lot of heart affairs ,i can sense it but i cant seems to be of help.
I really hope that she will feel better soon.
I can be there to takecare of her when she's ill but if she's trouble with heart affairs i can only be there to listen to her.
Baby if there's something troubling you pls tell me kays. I want to be there for you be it good or bad. Happiness or Unhappiness.

:))

2009-12-06T17:02:00.012+08:00

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side

My Heartfelt Words

2009-12-06T01:29:00.003+08:00

In everyone's life there will be fear.Some fear death , some afraid of ghost, some afraid insects and some are afraid of some other reason.
For me , i dun have much fear in my life.
However i have a major fear in my life and baby the fear is that i'm afraid of losing you.
Everytime when i'm hugging you i never want to let you go because i fear that one day i may never ever get to hug you again.
Whenever the fear strikes me i'll feel weak and helpless .
Tears will start rolling down my cheeks.
I can overcome everything in my life but i just cant overcome the fear of losing you. I appreciate everything that you have done for me and i fear that one day i will never ever get to see your beautiful smiles ever again.
Baby my fear of losing you just cant subside.
You are needed in every moment of my life.
I just love you so much that i dont bear to leave you even for a second.
Every second that i leave you my heart will starts to tear.
Baby it's not that i'm a cry baby it's just that i really love you so much that even for a second without being by your side i will miss you very very much.
I always feel like crying when i'm not by your side however i have to be strong because i know that i have to protect you my love.
Baby everytime when i promise you something i meant it all.
I wish i can stay by your side for 24hrs per day. So that i can really be there when you need me, share your happiness with you and lessen your burden for you.
Baby ten thousand words could not explain my love for you.
Hundred thousand misses isn't enough for me to miss you.
A million kisses isn't enough for me to tell you how much you meant to me and baby no one else in this world can ever replace your position in my heart.
You have gotten my whole heart just to love you and miss you.
Baby every single bit of love from me is just for you and no one else in this world can take it away from you.
I wish that there is a way for me to show you how much I LOVE YOU Baby cause you mean alot to me . I SWEAR.

3rd Monthsary

2009-12-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

I've never place someone as my first priority in my life before.
I've never love someone so much that I would really want to die in her place.
I always thought that love is a simple feeling that simply just affection to the opposite gender.

However Baby that's was when I've met you in my life.
You have totally change my life and now that I can't live without you Baby.
You make me feel like I can't stop loving you and now in my life I can only love you more and more each day.

Whenever I'm with you, you make me feel braver and you always give me a feeling that make me want to protect you from all harm ,shower you with all the best that I can.
When i'm not by your side I would miss you so badly that I will feel very lost.
When I'm with you , I really want the time to freeze there and let me be there to take care of you forever.
Baby whenever i'm with you i really want to hug you and never let go of you.
I really just cant get enough of you.

I love you for no reason.
I trust you without any condition.
I love you because I care for you.
I appreciate what you have done for me and not expecting for more.
Because I really love you i'm willing to do anything for you for no condition.

My world was in black and white before you appear in my life.
Now my life's filled with your happy laughter, your tears,your love,your misses and your super cute expression.
Baby you are everything that i've prayed for and you are all that i ever needed.
I Love You , My precious dearest wifey. ((:

When i'm not feeling well , your super worried expression makes me feel that i need to get well soon so that i can get to protect you baby.
When I'm working till super late time , you came over and accompanied me and baby i'm super touch by your actions.
When i'm angry , you will ask me to chill down with your super cute voice ,my heart will melt upon hearing you voice and my temper will be suppressed.
When i'm happy that's because baby you are there to brighten my day.
Whenever i hear your laughter , i would want to get to your side and share your joy.

I will never leave you life for even a moment.
I will never leave you behind.
I want to let you know how much I Love You.
I want to let you know how much I care for you.
I want to let you know how much miss you everyday.
Baby I've got a thousand things to say to you but I'm not good with words.
But Baby I really need you to be in my life , I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH AND I NEED YOU TO BE IN MY LIFE FOREVER.I WONT EVER WANT TO LEAVE YOU!!!!
Happy third monthsary! :))
I love you wifey !

3rd Week of school

2009-11-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'm damn shag now , I dunno how I did it but yes school has totally drain me out. TOTALLY DRIED... I'm so tired , feel super guilty to baby. Baby I'm so sorry today's our second monthsary yet I was unable to celebrate it with you. So Sorry Baby school has really taken up most of our time. Although School took up most of our time baby it cant stop me from loving you more..I Love U baby. <3

Second Monthsary

2009-11-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

Baby it's been 2 months since we are together , throughout this 2 months you have always been there for me taking care of me , loving me and showering your care and concern for me.. Baby I know that both of us have Hectic timetable and our timetable doesnt really allow us to meet much. But baby no matter what I'll always be there for you when you need me , I'll always be there to take good care of you , I'll always be there to love you and baby I will always be there to protect you. Baby no matter what you will forever be the most important person in my life. Baby , no matter how tired I'll be or how pack my schedule will be I'll still make time for you and accompany you. Baby your very important in my life. Baby , I want you to feel secure when you are by my side. Baby I'll always honour my promises to you and always give you my best. :)

Baby , I Love You Forever and I need you to be in my life forever

New school sem

2009-10-24T03:37:00.004+08:00

Seriously 1 week of school had really drain me out..
Damn tired everyday however I'm really touched by Baby..
Despite feeling unwell Baby make drinks for me..
Baby accompany me to school an hour earlier before her lesson starts
, all that I can do was to go for my lessons and Baby even waited for my
lessons to end so that we can meet up and go home together.
Both of our timetable have a lot of clashes and
we do not have a lot of time for us to meet up.
Felt so bad ,felt as if I'm not being a good Boyfriend to Baby..

Baby , No Matter How Hectic My Timetable Will Be
You Will Always Be My First Priority In Life
Baby, Thanks For Everything That You've Done For Me. (:
Baby I LOVE YOU..<3

Wifey , I Love You! (=

2009-10-15T02:57:00.002+08:00

Baby,
I Know You Love me as much as I Love You.
So I shall not say much abt it...
Baby I'm alrdy planning our future..
I've told you that right? If you want to know what I've planned ,
I'll tell you the detail when I meet you..=)
Baby you are always on my first priority of my heart..
Baby if you want to work I wont stop you..=)
U dont really have to compromise to me..=)
I just want you my baby girl to be happy..=)

Baby I'm not very good with words but Baby ,
I just want you to know that ,
I can't live my life without you.
I know that it's impossible for me to be by you side for 24hrs per day.
However , I'll try my best to find more time for you..
Baby the things that I'm most afraid of doing is to hurt you and to neglect you.
Baby I'm just like the sun I'll nvr disappear.Just like the Sun in the Solar System.
Baby I Love You too much to leave you.
I need you to always be in my life , I want you to always be by my side..
Baby , Don't apologise I never blame you for asking me not to leave you.
I know it's not that you don't believe me , Although it hurts me alot ,
But Baby I never blame you for it.
Baby deep in my heart I'm afraid of losing you too.
Baby I Love You so much that I'm so afraid of doing anything that will hurt you.
Baby if you don't believe in promises it's ok ,
But Baby just believe what I've said to you and
all of the things that I've told you they are true I meant them.
Baby I've tried very hard to give you the secure that you need..
I'm trying very hard to find a way to give you the secure that you need.
Baby I know that you are afraid of losing me , I'm also afraid of losing you.

I know that you know that I will be here when you need me.
I know that you know that I will be here when you miss me.
I know that you know that I will be here even when nth happens.
Just like how I will stay by your side no matter what happens.

Baby I know that you don't really believe in forever.
So I'll re phrase what I say , I'll Love You for as long as you want me to.
Baby I know how terribly you will feel if you ever get hurt.
Baby listen to me if what I say is the right thing ,
but if you think what I want you to do is wrong ,
You have the power and authority to question me.
Baby I'll too listen to you too..(:

Dearest Baby ,
I Wanna let you know that you are really very important in my life..
I want my life to be filled with your laughter , your love and your misses.
Baby I Love you very much.

11 oct 2009

2009-10-12T03:28:00.003+08:00

Baby I love you , I want u to be a part of my life my precious baby.. Don't worry that i will ever leave you , Baby i wont bear to do that...I love u too much , I dont want to lose u in my life... Baby I'll keep my promises to u.. I want to be there whenever u need me ,whenever u miss me.. Baby I want to give u the secure u need , I want u to feel safe when I'm around...I want u to let me love u forever as I cant help but to love you more each day. Baby I miss u every second when you are not by my side .. My future Mrs Goh please believe me I love u whole heartedly ...

Our first month

2009-10-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Baby this is our 1st month together..I want to let u know tat within these few month that I know u until now.. My love for u grows deeper and deeper as each days goes by.. I want to let u know how much u mean to me..U hold an important position in my life..Baby by being together for a month isn't very long yet my greatest wish is tat the next time when we celebrate will be our 1st year anniversary subsequently our 2nd year subsequently our 3rd year subsequently our 4th year subsequently our 5th year anniversary lastly our 6th year anniversary and after that our 1st year wedding anniversary subsequently our yearly wedding anniversary until the day that we grow old i'll still be there to watch sunset, sunrise with you and accompany you through the rest of our life..

27 sept 2009

2009-09-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

Today Baby's going to Malaysia so i chat with Baby on phone from around 2plus till 4am as baby's mummy will be waking up in a few mins time...After that Baby and i were sms-ing untill 6 plus as i was too tired den i've fallen aslp.. So after that i slept until 4pm.. After that i help baby plurk and help out her Country Story...=]...But what i really want to say is that I really miss baby alot...Haven been able to contact her since she went to Malaysia..Furthermore Baby will be working starting tomorrow ...Argh this means less meeting with baby..but i'm glad that baby found a job as she have been looking for a since sometime ago...

25th Sept

2009-09-26T17:37:00.002+08:00

Ok for this day i woke up at 1:16pm i think...I called Vint and ask him whether is he awake..Ok when i called him i waited for quite sometime before he pick up my call..After that i quickly go and take a bath and had my home cook lunch...after lunch i went to bus stop and waited for bus 43 to arrive.. actually i was consider lucky as the bus only took 3 mins to arrive..hahas..So after 10mins i reach the bus stop at vint's place..So i went to his hse to pass him the contact lens tat his girl girl ordered with my dearest baby..So around 3 we headed down to AMK Hub...actually I'm the one tat wanted to go...Vint went with me just because I ask him to accompany me..hahas..I went to AMK Hub because baby told me that she wanted couple seats for our late night movie..So I went earlier to purchase the tickets first.. Aftermath we head down to orchard to meet up with Andrew and the guys after tat we went to buy the perfume tat vint wanted..After tat it was around 6 plus...so I headed home it was abt 7:15pm...I watch the channel 8 7pm show till 8plus...After that I went and take a bath and prepare to go to baby's place...Ok when I reach baby's place..I told myself not to be nervous but in the end I was so nervous that I was keep sweating furthermore it's cold sweat...Hahas..so at around 10:15 we went down and took bus 73 to AMK hub...So we waited for quite a while before the movie started... Okay the Movie was quite nice..I got startled for a few times...So after the movie both me and baby was hungry so we went to the nearby mac and bought takeaways and took a cab back to baby's place...The Taxi uncle purposely go the long way..damn stupid..but we let it go since he's a old man...So me and baby eat out supper and watch tv and i accompanied baby till 5:45 until i go home..So i slowly walk to vint's block and waited until it was 6am..After tat i took a cab home..

22 sept

2009-09-23T01:51:00.003+08:00

Today was a normal day again..However i meet dear dear at 8:30pm at her void deck... After an hour we went to the nearest coffee shop to buy some food for dear's family member...After buying we went back to her hse.. All the while when i was in dear's hse i kept quiet as i was too shy to speak a word...Hahas...so we watch the tv programme till 12am and baby accompany to the bus 43 BusStop and waited with me for bus 43 to come... So tat's my day today... Baby thanks for accompanying me to take bus home...=)

BABY I LOVE U

20 Sept 2009

2009-09-20T01:18:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmm this day started quite normal..Woke up at around 2pm..Den play computer games till 7pm plus..I wanted to meet baby at 8pm plus de...But i was waiting to meet up shao and jovier at a later timing..So no choice i cancel my meeting with baby(But tat's because i got no choice..I miss baby super much de)..So waited from 8pm till 9pm plus vint reach my hse...Den waited again till 2am den finally we meet up with Warren , shao , Joiver and Joseph at Mcdonalds.. Had Mcspicy Meal for supper and chatted for a while , Aftermath we head to Shao's Hse to watch some movie..at first was SAW IV however a few of us couldn't stand the gore scenes so we watch BLOOD instead...So after the movie it's around 7am le..so we head to the nearest food court KouFu for our breakfast..After the breakfast went back to Shao's hse and they suggested tat we go to anchorvale sport complex for a swim...My reaction was like..HUH!? I haven't even even slp a wink yet U guys wanted to swim? But in the end i follow suit... So we swim until 12 noon and went to bath and wash up and i gotten home at 2pm...SUPER TIRED so i went to the room and slp till 6pm...So tat's abt all

For Dear Dear

2009-09-17T05:58:00.003+08:00

This post is for my silly gf...Baby dun cry becoz of the things i told u..U really mean alot to me that's why i told u all those things..I just wanna let u know how impt u are to me..I dun meant to make u cry..Dun cry kays my silly baby..

I LOVE U Baby girl =)

Happy Bday My dearest mummy..=)

2009-09-09T03:28:00.004+08:00

Firstly : Today 09/09/09 is the birthday of my dearest mummy...At 12am sharp all my siblings sang a happy birthday song to our dearest mummy..=)...So this is for the midnight part..so at a later time we'll get to see how we celebrate mummy's big day..Shall update abt our day later..

10/09/09
Ok mummy's bday celebration was drag till today as jiejie & future jiefu wasnt free to bring her out for dinner..Went to a Old school restuarant to have dinner..Ok the food there actually not nice..However i ate until very very full..hahas

Secondly : Thank Dear for wishing mummy a very happy birthday on her blog...=)

3rd September 2009

2009-09-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

This is a very impt day to me where my dear Eileen finally promise to be my girlfriend ...I promise tat i will treasure and cherish her with all my heart..I will nvr let her down.

1st Sept - 4th Sept

2009-09-04T20:38:00.005+08:00

Went for Chalet for the past 4days..So i will just roughly blog wad happen everyday at the chalet..

First Day : 1st Sept : Woke up at 11am den wash up and chiong down to Vint's place to help him carry things to my hse as my parents will be fetching us down to the chalet..However it was raining heavily so it was super cold for us to go to my hse to meet up with Sy..Me and Vint took bus 43 back to my hse and prepare to go down to Aloha Loyang.So my parents drive me , Vint and SY down to downtown to meet up with BH and the girls.So after 15mins walk toward Aloha Loyang i went in to check in..Ok the place is tooo big for the 7 of us..But the place is pleasant.So for the first day Vint cooked dinner and it's spaghetti ..Well actually its quite nice..hahas..So after dinner we went over to E!Hub for Late nite movies and we watched Year 1..well the movie was funny and very cute...After the Movie we went back to the chalet to slp..So tat was all for day 1...

Second Day : 2 Sept :Woke up at around 11am i think and so everyone headed towards E!Hub for Chicken Rice..Aftermath went back to the chalet to take a bath and went to kembangan collect the satay and stringrays. After tat me & Vint bus back to my hse & his hse to get extra clothes and check my email for sweetie's photo..=D...So me and Vint rush back to the chalet and gotten back at 6-7 plus..After around 4hrs of BBQ-ing and joking around i went to take a bath again..hahas...Coz really very warm..After tat receive a sms from sweetie around 11 plus and she wanted me to meet her i was shock to know tat she was at downtown east's mac..So i quickly went over to mac to find her..

Third Day:3rd Sept :So after 2hrs me and sweetie went over to pasir ris park to wait for Sunrise at 2am so at around 630am we saw the sunrise..=D...So after the sunrise watching i send baby to the 109 busstop..After tat i walk back to the chalet...at around 9 plus i went to bed and woke up at only 4pm..So at 4pm i went out for my Lunch and after tat went back to chalet to rest a while so at around 8/9 we went out for dinner and after tat we watch the movie district 9 tat is the worse M18 movie..Totally waste of money..Lame movie..hahas..After tat at 1130 meet up with Shao brought him back to our chalet to chit chat and at the same time some spring cleaning..hahas..Aftermath we went to the room to chat and the kick me off the bed make me so angry as a man deprive of his slp is a crazy man.hahas..But in the end i slept on the floor as i was chatting with dear and i dun wan to waste precious chatting moments with her..

Forth Day(Last Day):4th Sept: Woke up at 9 and do some final spring cleaning and call the aloha's head office to ask them to send some officers to check our place..After tat took bus back home..

To my baby Eileen

2009-09-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

My dear every word that i said to you,they are true..I don't want to pressurize yet in the end you pressurize yourself ..My dear i really hope that you can place your trust in me..I really hope that there's a way for me to prove to you that my heart for you it's true ...Baby I really do LOVE You.

Latest Update..24th Aug..

2009-08-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

Met Sweetie to study for her test on 27th Aug...Was afraid tat she might not study if she's facing her com..So things goes like this on 27 Aug i told sweetie tat i'll be meeting her around 8pm so i took bus at 730-740 so after a few stop i reach sweetie's hse de void deck at around 750-755.so waited for a while for sweetie as she wanted to bath first ...A while more she came down..so we went to a table at the block tat she was staying at and sat down to study for our test.So we studied until 9 or 10 plus we chatted and around 1120 i send her home and took bus 43 home..

如果我变成回忆

2009-08-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

小傻瓜(5211314)

2009-08-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，我认为你值得我去爱，
我没有什么东西可以给你只有时间，
在我眼里你是最完美的，
没有经过磨练的爱情不会长久，
辛苦是爱情的必经之路，
我和你会心痛是因为我们都在互彼此，
亲爱的我已经爱你爱到无法自拔了，
相信我，我爱你，关键只在于你爱我吗？
给彼此一个机会吧，
我们的未来在于我们如何经营这段感情。

Finally Down...

2009-08-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

Felt super restless and fed up of everything..Dont know why i've gotten this feeling..i wasnt suppose to be like this..I used to be a cheerful person, how come now its like everything is going against me..Friends were shock abt my sudden change of mood..hais..hate this feeling..It's like losing living goals in life..

My Personal Feel

2009-08-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

I always thought that i'm able of helping others , no matter what problem other ppl maybe facing i can help them to get over it..Now i finally felt that im very useless.Not being able to be of help.Feels like helping but i just dont know the way to.Got a super unhappy mood.

31 july /1 Aug ( To my Love )

2009-08-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

Hey girl this is the 11th day since i know u.
I dont know whether this is the right timing to say this to you but i do not wish to have any regrets in my life.
I know u are trying to walk out of your past relationship.
All i want to tell you is that i wish that i can be the one to help you walk out of your past relationship.
I know that I'm younger then you but age doesnt really matter what matters is that i will really love you with all of my heart.
I'm not lying to you when i say "that's special you are".I really mean it.
No matter what other people think of u , U are indeed special in my eyes.
Whenever that you told me that you're unhappy i really wanted to try my best to comfort you.
But i do not know i shld comfort you as the position of someone who like or admires you or just another friend of yours.
When i told you that even if others hate you
, you cannot hate yourself that because im there waiting for you to notice that i like you.
Earlier when u told me tat your friend wanted to intro a guy to u.
i was jealous not becoz im a gay,because i'm afriad that guy maybe interested in you.
I do not know why i choose this way to tell you that i like you but i have mustered up all my courage to ask you this .
Can i walk thru all ups and downs with you as your boyfriend.
i hope that u can you be my partner that walk thru the next chapter of our life together hand in hand.
I know that i have a busy timetable but no matter what i will always find time for you and i promise you that.
Eileen can u be my girlfriend.?

Thursday's lesson

2009-07-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

lesson starts at 10 for today..first lesson was programming..Good news is this is the last lesson , bad news is i'm the first few to present my work to the teacher.sadded..second lesson was Communication skills , did my presentation but i dun even know what i'm talking about and i skipped alot of my ideas..But still gotten B for it..Hahas..Overall for Com skill's attitude remarks gotten A..lastly was Business informatics system got VBA test...Not too bad..Know how to do it..and gotten a little help..=D

To Ms Eileen

2009-07-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

There's no secret..So dont force me to say anything le.Even if u force me there's nth to say.=D

MY BIRTHDAY

2009-05-31T02:16:00.004+08:00

Andrew , Jospeh ,Shao Wei and Warren...
Me left dead after taupok(Hahas)
Andy starter of the tau pok...
EI 0907 (Love u guys)
Coolest OGLs and me
Kena TauPok by the guys~!Cake bought by the Coolest OGLs
Bag from Shao , Warren , Andrew and joseph
Me cutting cake
Cake from joseph , Shao , Warren , Andrew

On thursday after Business informatic system lesson EI0907 and the OGLs helped me to celebrate my Birthday I was really touched guys...Really appreciated...Thanks for being in my Life guys...

On Saturday went out for Movies with jiaMin , ShaoWei ,Andrew and Warren.we watch Night at the Museum 2...Cool show(even though i watch it twice)
After that JiaMin went off and The rest of us headed home...While trained home joseph suddenly called Me and ask for my younger brother's number for once i though that my younger brother had made Joseph angry...When we reach compasspoint we met Kelvin and Amritpal so we chatted for a while and headed to my house...When i open my house's main door...Andrew , Shao and Warren suddenly sang a birthday song for me...to my surprise Joseph came out from my kitchen while holding a cake on his hand...Damn touch....After that treated them to Sakura for Dinner...Hahas...

16 April 2009

2009-04-17T00:31:00.004+08:00

16 APRIL 2009

Happy Birthday to Mr Allen Ong Zi An for reaching 17 years old...Muhahahs...l0ls...still got 1 more year to go Mr Ong..1 more year u can go clubbing without queuing le...For now..as ur good friend i will go clubbing more for ur sake..hahas...Hope u enjoy the bday celebration tat we arrange for u...Sorry we know its very last min...But no choice , It weekday most of them still studying...So pai seh ar...hahas...Hope u enjoy the meal la...i noe damn ex la...but happy jiu hao...1 year 1 time... U STILL OWE ME BDAY BASH...I HAVENT BASH DAO....See the pic...look so sian...Happy abit..

Poly orientation

2009-04-02T20:40:00.003+08:00

On 1st & 2nd of April i went for my Poly Orientation..Get to know some new friends...AND I'M SO LUCKY...COZ THEY STAY NEAR ME...MUHAHAS..xD...Got chosen to perform a Dance tmr(3rd April ) l0ls...dunno it's heng or suay...But glad tat it's fun...AND THE DANCE IS SO COOL LA...The school is quite nice...The 'teachers' still quite nice..(FOR NOW)...Gotten chosen as Class Chairman..So lame..Whole class point me...i kena bully...sians...but hope poly will be better den secondary...

18 march 2009 2nd post

2009-03-18T14:54:00.003+08:00

15 March 2009

It's been ages since i last blogged...Due to some personal reasons and also due to that my computer was down....Gotten a new motherboard and graphic card from the IT fair in Suntec during 15 march and manage to repair and fix the new board by myself...So proud of myself..Cool...xD

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zouk

Around 8pm went over to Zi An's house with Warren, Jovier , Andrew...After that went to the nearest LRT station to take a train to punggol MRT station and head down to sengkang station to meet shao wei...After that we took the train down to Dhoby Ghaut and took bus 175...Due to Zi An's 'excellent' leadership we took the correct bus but from a wrong direction....Therefore we had to walk a certain distance to a bus station which can bring us to Zouk...Had a crazy night of partying and clubbing...Was very tired but it was fun...Hahas...Even Zi An did alot of mistake but still we must thank him for the enjoyable day...

18 March 2009

2009-03-18T14:51:00.002+08:00

Firstly my dear mummy had recover from her illness that is my wish from the previous post...
Therefore I thank the God above for answering to my plead...THANKS GOD...

Lyrics

2009-02-17T07:30:00.009+08:00

Everything But The Girl Lyrics

When I saw you I knew you were the one

I want to orbit you like you're the sun

but let me know before I come undone

am I the one for you

I'm like a puzzle with a missing piece

I got a car but didn't get the keys

and only you can set my mind at ease

so what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true

and everything but the love I need to make it through

and every time I look into your eyes, that's when I realize

just how much I love you

Some say lady luck is on my side

that my life has been an easy ride

but they don't know how many times I cried

cause I am nothing without you

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true

and everything but the love I need to make it through

and everytime I look into your eyes, that's when I realize

just how much I love you

I don't know how long I can keep it up

I need a sign to make it through

You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know
So what am I, what am I to do

Life In Darkness

2009-02-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

Went over to Shao Wei's hse around 9pm plus to edit the blog layout,
Shao Min help me with the blog skins and all...Including the
tagbox , music player & cursor...
Never knew tat creating a blog will use at least 3hrs...Wow...Cool...

Head down to Mcdonald aftermath to have my super late dinner....
Called Jovier to accompany me and Shao to Mcdonald
The time was around 12:45am-1am le...So damn late la...
So tiring....After dinner Shao walked us home..When we reach our block
Shao suggest tat we chit chat at the void deck....So we stay at the void deck
for around 1omins...Received SMS from mummy..Sayin tat uncle is waiting for me
to get home...So i suggest tat they come over my hse to chat instead...After
around 15mis of chatting...Jovier fall asleep...l0ls....den me and shao wei chatted through the night...well felt better after talking to him....hahas...
SO TIRED...Wake my siblings up for school...

GOING TO SLP LE....MUHAHAS....-.-....